liveebyarchitecture

I like it when my hair smells like Forget-me-nots all day, and the world is empty to play all the weird songs in the world real loud and yell "Good Morning!!!" when it’s actually already 4pm. I’ve gotten a little tired of watching the 3am WC matches coz i had to wake up pretty early to hangout with the guys these days. I shall call my WCmania off for the moment.. mayb until the top 16 starts their battle (which shld b tmr…? hmm..)

My living room smells of fresh laundry constantly, im still wonderin if i really changed clothes too many times a day coz my Ikea laundry bag is always full of dirty clothes even if i did my laundry daily.

So many things came up n i would say tht i havent been vr happy abt anythin lately. Im gettin paranoid abt sitting in the dark, not tht im afraid, but it sets the mood for thinking too much. I havent been doin much of soul searching or self motivation lately, but i realize tht thr is a high possibility im never goin to a uni, im not goin to become an architect or even have a true best friend because noone really cares abt wht i have to say.

People seem to be live in their own made-up realities. They throw their sweetest smiles at you to look friendly and look u in the eye to look really interested but they actually already have a perception they rather believe so thrs no point explaining. Im so sick of the way the world operates.

I havent gone for my fortnightly-checkup for some time now, so my health seems to have worsened. But i cant seem to care abit. Something’s really wrong with me.

Anyway i posted new pics in the album College II, go have a look if yre interested.

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